I need to know

I need to forget
I really need to forget
I feel it would never come back to me
and it hurts and still hurting

Just say
Don't leave me waiting like a fool
I never wanted it all happened
I never meant to hurt you
has never been my goal
so do not do this to me

I don't want to dream
wanting you
If this will never happen

But If I'm wrong
I need to know, I need a north
I want, really want to hear you, feel you, be with you
not just one more time
but always always always and always....